I ashamed to say I am holding on by a mere thread. I heard T say the older folks are not going to be around (other things occurred felt like a crack in Matrix in which my husband and I only heard) Just lost any avenue to see my disabled autism son all doors have now closed. He kissed me on FaceTime then someone hung up because he did...he is in a group home and parents still cannot see their children The world is so ugly I do not wish to live here anymore. Juan says it will be 10 years they use to say changes in 2023 I feel insane I pray constantly and cannot feel safe or anything I once felt The isolation is beyond the pale all of everything is not on any page nor similar to any known.....I am lost and know not what to do for all is fake and for all I know so are you....why write I just sent a letter a good bye letter to my love, my son and the pain of doing so is simply to great...I beg God what do I do to assist in this journey....there is nothing coming back....and I cannot fathom why? It has been many many years of prayer and begging for any forgiveness in which I might of forgotten....I am nothing
You're right, there is immense cruelty and injustice in the world, Janet. It is extremely ugly. But things will change. The tide will turn, possibly sooner than we all think. We will collectively bring down 'The Dystopian Wall' and bring back the beauty in the world. The fakery and deception is a shabby fabrication but each of us is an organic living testament to truth. Stay strong. Keep calm. Take each day at a time. Small steps. Find simple joys. Retain hope. You matter, we each matter, collectively we are an Army across the world. Our individual circumstances may be isolating and daunting in all this dystopian madness but we are united for freedom, truth and justice. Tyranny will not prevail. Take care, Janet. Best wishes to you.
Janet. I am so sorry for all you have suffered. We know truth now and clearly see the evil and deception for what it is. I agree with Nigel wholeheartedly. Stay strong. Believe in the power you hold within you. You are a huge part of helping us all to come together and change the tyranny we can see and feel. It has already started. We are here to shine our light on others when they feel and see the truth. You are so important as am I and everyone standing firm in truth, love, peace, harmony and abundance. God bless you and keep you safe. Sending you much love and light. ♥️
It's the sheer totality of the systemic forces of oppression that is so daunting. Once we become 'awake and aware' of the deep controlling globalist plot against us, suddenly we're faced with having to transform ourselves in every aspect of our lives. Building 'parallel society' options is a stark prospect, a slow mountain climb. We need to be keenly inventive and resourceful. Yet I feel constantly drained by the misery and gloom of the relentless Dystopian False Narrative. We need to pepper-punch holes through their Orwellian horizons. Defy them at every level. Nobble their linear designs. Weigh them down. Twang a few spokes here and there. Joyously defy The Borg! Stay spontaneous, random and free! I'll live on redskin peanuts and rain water if I have to, just like a squirrel. Not getting 'quackzinated' - EVER.
You put into words what we know at a gut level. We lack the ability to pinpoint the root cause to get back to the fork in the road they made look so pretty for us. Thank you for the clarity. One at a time we must speak our truth and stand up for freedom.
Thanks, Martin!! Well said, as always!! We have been well trained from birth to obey & comply!!
To Janet....You need be "ashamed" for nothing!! No need to beg for forgiveness of anything!! Each of us is on a Personal Journey. We are here, in this body, to learn the lessons we came here to learn. All of us have "chapters" we would not like published, but fact is, we are all human beings & that is just part of our Journey here!!
Each of us is an Eternal, SOVEREIGN Being....a Fractal of The Whole!! Our lives are not meant to be all roses & rainbows. It is best to realize that each person is on his or her own Personal Journey & the only Journey we can control is our own. Taking control of one's own Spirit is a good first step!!
Have a Quiet Time each day when you can focus on making your own Spirit stronger. Ask for the Light Beings to point the way for you! There IS help, but we must ask for it!! I'm sure there are others here who will join me in remembering you in our thoughts & prayers. Much Love!!!
I ask God... to who do you ask daily in your quiet time? What does Spirit mean to you? thank you for your prayers. The state is going after my daughter under my care for nearly 33 years she will be placed in hellish home vulnerable to rape and worst. The state gets 3 million for her. Just like my son (her twin) and more each year from the general fund. She too has autism, epilepsy different from her twin she is non verbal she will die too. What Spirit are talking about...who cares about my children. Think of what we gave up and gave to our community...years ago it was never roses & rainbows Why? our family we did live in another reality until I jokingly called it the 5th Dimension then ...insanity hit. Is this penance, punishment for doing the impossible I am 67 not to old and not young...I have a heart.. I love my children... not dead nor will they be cared for or loved...I do not have the skills anymore to deal with horrific acts I was once a powerful advocate this is now not even possible. How do you accept real? and it is ....why are our most vulnerable being harmed how do you roll with this without giving up your life to stop this sickness...I know others have loss due to fentinenal (sp) and other horrors ...to know they live to be tortured why I am holding on by a thread.....I have sat in the same spot.. Please know this not who I am I was a fighter for justice I thought I was doing Gods work helping so many, many families I thought I was selfless. Which eventually caught up with me and the agency took revenge. I am beaten down... to go home would be a dream but I want my children safe ...and my hands are tied. They do have souls too... for they deserve to go home and not to suffer continuously. I pray for God's will oh...yes ...I use to feel it...no longer there....why? How is this even possible? Oppression, Isolation all this is not new to me the avenues have closed ..Yes I wonder how do I get off this couch...caring for my husband and my daughter waiting for them to take her...my greatest love without a fight... courts do not work....promises of rights still not coming... Am I so vulnerable I cannot see through the set, the matrix the truth the lies its been so long .....why do I try so hard to figure it out seek answers, truth There are no answers ....when all is gone and I am nothing What does God want ...patience, blind faith, strong faith.... Thank you all for your prayers and words of comfort...I am so lost I have no boundaries so why not speak here... I want what I perceive others have that were never meant for me to have, grandchildren ya know so called normal most all of them are not suffering for they are asleep....we have no contact but I lost a lot of contact with raising two disabled children...it feels like asleep has many perks....being awake is my horror, my punishment , my insanity, my loss, my self pity so there goes "I am nothing" I am nowhere and I am running out ideas of how to get there....because I do not know anymore where there is...A spirit A slogan. A prayer. Love Pretending to believe, Faking it until you make, Following someone who sounds good that I have never met on the internet, Am I overthinking no I don't want to follow or fake it I want to be genuine but how I simply cannot find the road of truth I know I do not give enough justice to this path we are on forgive me.....thanks for reading if you .....remember to remember....what was what is what might be....Keep craving the truth and let me know what you find I AM REAL
Janet, Dear.....We can all sense the distress you are in over the complicated situation you are having to live through. None of us can change your situation. A couple simple things to do; every once in a while say out loud, "I am a Child of The Light"!! Then ask the Light Beings to give you wisdom on how to deal with your situation. I know you are a very Intelligent Lady, or you would not be subscribed to Martin's newsletter. ;-) Deep breathing exercises DO help you center yourself. Speaking from experience, there come times when we must simply "let go" of our children & know that we cannot live their lives for them. Painful as it may be, each of our children are on their own Personal Journey & they must learn their own Life Lessons! All we can do is stand by & watch. Nothing in this life is "fair", is it?! All you can control is YOURSELF, which means that you must rebuild your own spirit so that you can be strong to make it through what lies ahead. I like this prayer from "Compendium of The Emerald Tablets". "Might Spirit of Light that shines through the Cosmos, draw my flame closer in harmony to thee. Lift up my fire from out of the darkness, magnet of fire that is one with the All. Lift up my soul, thou mighty & potent, Child of the Light, turn not away. Draw me in power to melt in thy furnace, one with all things & all things in one, fire of the lifestrain & One with the Brain." You must make yourself strong so that you will be around in the future to "be there" for your children. If you have done all you can do for your children & the entire situation is out of your control, center yourself & ask The Light Beings for wisdom! I call them my Guides, some people call them their Guardian Angels.....doesn't matter what we call them, they are THERE to help, but we, as human beings have to live through the circumstances. It should be of comfort to you to know that there is a circle of friends who care about you!! Much Love!!
I ashamed to say I am holding on by a mere thread. I heard T say the older folks are not going to be around (other things occurred felt like a crack in Matrix in which my husband and I only heard) Just lost any avenue to see my disabled autism son all doors have now closed. He kissed me on FaceTime then someone hung up because he did...he is in a group home and parents still cannot see their children The world is so ugly I do not wish to live here anymore. Juan says it will be 10 years they use to say changes in 2023 I feel insane I pray constantly and cannot feel safe or anything I once felt The isolation is beyond the pale all of everything is not on any page nor similar to any known.....I am lost and know not what to do for all is fake and for all I know so are you....why write I just sent a letter a good bye letter to my love, my son and the pain of doing so is simply to great...I beg God what do I do to assist in this journey....there is nothing coming back....and I cannot fathom why? It has been many many years of prayer and begging for any forgiveness in which I might of forgotten....I am nothing
You're right, there is immense cruelty and injustice in the world, Janet. It is extremely ugly. But things will change. The tide will turn, possibly sooner than we all think. We will collectively bring down 'The Dystopian Wall' and bring back the beauty in the world. The fakery and deception is a shabby fabrication but each of us is an organic living testament to truth. Stay strong. Keep calm. Take each day at a time. Small steps. Find simple joys. Retain hope. You matter, we each matter, collectively we are an Army across the world. Our individual circumstances may be isolating and daunting in all this dystopian madness but we are united for freedom, truth and justice. Tyranny will not prevail. Take care, Janet. Best wishes to you.
Janet. I am so sorry for all you have suffered. We know truth now and clearly see the evil and deception for what it is. I agree with Nigel wholeheartedly. Stay strong. Believe in the power you hold within you. You are a huge part of helping us all to come together and change the tyranny we can see and feel. It has already started. We are here to shine our light on others when they feel and see the truth. You are so important as am I and everyone standing firm in truth, love, peace, harmony and abundance. God bless you and keep you safe. Sending you much love and light. ♥️
It's the sheer totality of the systemic forces of oppression that is so daunting. Once we become 'awake and aware' of the deep controlling globalist plot against us, suddenly we're faced with having to transform ourselves in every aspect of our lives. Building 'parallel society' options is a stark prospect, a slow mountain climb. We need to be keenly inventive and resourceful. Yet I feel constantly drained by the misery and gloom of the relentless Dystopian False Narrative. We need to pepper-punch holes through their Orwellian horizons. Defy them at every level. Nobble their linear designs. Weigh them down. Twang a few spokes here and there. Joyously defy The Borg! Stay spontaneous, random and free! I'll live on redskin peanuts and rain water if I have to, just like a squirrel. Not getting 'quackzinated' - EVER.
You put into words what we know at a gut level. We lack the ability to pinpoint the root cause to get back to the fork in the road they made look so pretty for us. Thank you for the clarity. One at a time we must speak our truth and stand up for freedom.
My heart and prayers are with you Janet--you are not alone
Brilliant! Thank you!
Thanks, Martin!! Well said, as always!! We have been well trained from birth to obey & comply!!
To Janet....You need be "ashamed" for nothing!! No need to beg for forgiveness of anything!! Each of us is on a Personal Journey. We are here, in this body, to learn the lessons we came here to learn. All of us have "chapters" we would not like published, but fact is, we are all human beings & that is just part of our Journey here!!
Each of us is an Eternal, SOVEREIGN Being....a Fractal of The Whole!! Our lives are not meant to be all roses & rainbows. It is best to realize that each person is on his or her own Personal Journey & the only Journey we can control is our own. Taking control of one's own Spirit is a good first step!!
Have a Quiet Time each day when you can focus on making your own Spirit stronger. Ask for the Light Beings to point the way for you! There IS help, but we must ask for it!! I'm sure there are others here who will join me in remembering you in our thoughts & prayers. Much Love!!!
I ask God... to who do you ask daily in your quiet time? What does Spirit mean to you? thank you for your prayers. The state is going after my daughter under my care for nearly 33 years she will be placed in hellish home vulnerable to rape and worst. The state gets 3 million for her. Just like my son (her twin) and more each year from the general fund. She too has autism, epilepsy different from her twin she is non verbal she will die too. What Spirit are talking about...who cares about my children. Think of what we gave up and gave to our community...years ago it was never roses & rainbows Why? our family we did live in another reality until I jokingly called it the 5th Dimension then ...insanity hit. Is this penance, punishment for doing the impossible I am 67 not to old and not young...I have a heart.. I love my children... not dead nor will they be cared for or loved...I do not have the skills anymore to deal with horrific acts I was once a powerful advocate this is now not even possible. How do you accept real? and it is ....why are our most vulnerable being harmed how do you roll with this without giving up your life to stop this sickness...I know others have loss due to fentinenal (sp) and other horrors ...to know they live to be tortured why I am holding on by a thread.....I have sat in the same spot.. Please know this not who I am I was a fighter for justice I thought I was doing Gods work helping so many, many families I thought I was selfless. Which eventually caught up with me and the agency took revenge. I am beaten down... to go home would be a dream but I want my children safe ...and my hands are tied. They do have souls too... for they deserve to go home and not to suffer continuously. I pray for God's will oh...yes ...I use to feel it...no longer there....why? How is this even possible? Oppression, Isolation all this is not new to me the avenues have closed ..Yes I wonder how do I get off this couch...caring for my husband and my daughter waiting for them to take her...my greatest love without a fight... courts do not work....promises of rights still not coming... Am I so vulnerable I cannot see through the set, the matrix the truth the lies its been so long .....why do I try so hard to figure it out seek answers, truth There are no answers ....when all is gone and I am nothing What does God want ...patience, blind faith, strong faith.... Thank you all for your prayers and words of comfort...I am so lost I have no boundaries so why not speak here... I want what I perceive others have that were never meant for me to have, grandchildren ya know so called normal most all of them are not suffering for they are asleep....we have no contact but I lost a lot of contact with raising two disabled children...it feels like asleep has many perks....being awake is my horror, my punishment , my insanity, my loss, my self pity so there goes "I am nothing" I am nowhere and I am running out ideas of how to get there....because I do not know anymore where there is...A spirit A slogan. A prayer. Love Pretending to believe, Faking it until you make, Following someone who sounds good that I have never met on the internet, Am I overthinking no I don't want to follow or fake it I want to be genuine but how I simply cannot find the road of truth I know I do not give enough justice to this path we are on forgive me.....thanks for reading if you .....remember to remember....what was what is what might be....Keep craving the truth and let me know what you find I AM REAL
Janet, Dear.....We can all sense the distress you are in over the complicated situation you are having to live through. None of us can change your situation. A couple simple things to do; every once in a while say out loud, "I am a Child of The Light"!! Then ask the Light Beings to give you wisdom on how to deal with your situation. I know you are a very Intelligent Lady, or you would not be subscribed to Martin's newsletter. ;-) Deep breathing exercises DO help you center yourself. Speaking from experience, there come times when we must simply "let go" of our children & know that we cannot live their lives for them. Painful as it may be, each of our children are on their own Personal Journey & they must learn their own Life Lessons! All we can do is stand by & watch. Nothing in this life is "fair", is it?! All you can control is YOURSELF, which means that you must rebuild your own spirit so that you can be strong to make it through what lies ahead. I like this prayer from "Compendium of The Emerald Tablets". "Might Spirit of Light that shines through the Cosmos, draw my flame closer in harmony to thee. Lift up my fire from out of the darkness, magnet of fire that is one with the All. Lift up my soul, thou mighty & potent, Child of the Light, turn not away. Draw me in power to melt in thy furnace, one with all things & all things in one, fire of the lifestrain & One with the Brain." You must make yourself strong so that you will be around in the future to "be there" for your children. If you have done all you can do for your children & the entire situation is out of your control, center yourself & ask The Light Beings for wisdom! I call them my Guides, some people call them their Guardian Angels.....doesn't matter what we call them, they are THERE to help, but we, as human beings have to live through the circumstances. It should be of comfort to you to know that there is a circle of friends who care about you!! Much Love!!
the nonphysical part of a person which is the seat of emotions and character; the soul.
"we seek a harmony between body and spirit"
I am a man who accepts no other titles!
an adult male human being. 2 : a human being : person. 3 : the human race : mankind
Preferring “Mankind”
#TeamMankind
Hue of Man? No.
The core problem responding not reacting in each moment....my dad use to tell me and others he was great guide late in life he woke up....Spirit RIP
I admit you may have a problem 💬🤔
Step 1. Name it. Act of identifying, naming and admitting you have a problem is the first step to solving it.
☝️ great points
We are all psychotic to some extent!
The average person is unknowingly psychotic.
“The challenge we face collectively is to confront this “slave psychosis”, so that we may be emancipated from it.“
Jordan Peterson (short-take) Admit You Have A Problem
https://youtu.be/AuYvaujosA0