I ashamed to say I am holding on by a mere thread. I heard T say the older folks are not going to be around (other things occurred felt like a crack in Matrix in which my husband and I only heard) Just lost any avenue to see my disabled autism son all doors have now closed. He kissed me on FaceTime then someone hung up because he did...he is in a group home and parents still cannot see their children The world is so ugly I do not wish to live here anymore. Juan says it will be 10 years they use to say changes in 2023 I feel insane I pray constantly and cannot feel safe or anything I once felt The isolation is beyond the pale all of everything is not on any page nor similar to any known.....I am lost and know not what to do for all is fake and for all I know so are you....why write I just sent a letter a good bye letter to my love, my son and the pain of doing so is simply to great...I beg God what do I do to assist in this journey....there is nothing coming back....and I cannot fathom why? It has been many many years of prayer and begging for any forgiveness in which I might of forgotten....I am nothing
It's the sheer totality of the systemic forces of oppression that is so daunting. Once we become 'awake and aware' of the deep controlling globalist plot against us, suddenly we're faced with having to transform ourselves in every aspect of our lives. Building 'parallel society' options is a stark prospect, a slow mountain climb. We need to be keenly inventive and resourceful. Yet I feel constantly drained by the misery and gloom of the relentless Dystopian False Narrative. We need to pepper-punch holes through their Orwellian horizons. Defy them at every level. Nobble their linear designs. Weigh them down. Twang a few spokes here and there. Joyously defy The Borg! Stay spontaneous, random and free! I'll live on redskin peanuts and rain water if I have to, just like a squirrel. Not getting 'quackzinated' - EVER.
You put into words what we know at a gut level. We lack the ability to pinpoint the root cause to get back to the fork in the road they made look so pretty for us. Thank you for the clarity. One at a time we must speak our truth and stand up for freedom.
Thanks, Martin!! Well said, as always!! We have been well trained from birth to obey & comply!!
To Janet....You need be "ashamed" for nothing!! No need to beg for forgiveness of anything!! Each of us is on a Personal Journey. We are here, in this body, to learn the lessons we came here to learn. All of us have "chapters" we would not like published, but fact is, we are all human beings & that is just part of our Journey here!!
Each of us is an Eternal, SOVEREIGN Being....a Fractal of The Whole!! Our lives are not meant to be all roses & rainbows. It is best to realize that each person is on his or her own Personal Journey & the only Journey we can control is our own. Taking control of one's own Spirit is a good first step!!
Have a Quiet Time each day when you can focus on making your own Spirit stronger. Ask for the Light Beings to point the way for you! There IS help, but we must ask for it!! I'm sure there are others here who will join me in remembering you in our thoughts & prayers. Much Love!!!
I ashamed to say I am holding on by a mere thread. I heard T say the older folks are not going to be around (other things occurred felt like a crack in Matrix in which my husband and I only heard) Just lost any avenue to see my disabled autism son all doors have now closed. He kissed me on FaceTime then someone hung up because he did...he is in a group home and parents still cannot see their children The world is so ugly I do not wish to live here anymore. Juan says it will be 10 years they use to say changes in 2023 I feel insane I pray constantly and cannot feel safe or anything I once felt The isolation is beyond the pale all of everything is not on any page nor similar to any known.....I am lost and know not what to do for all is fake and for all I know so are you....why write I just sent a letter a good bye letter to my love, my son and the pain of doing so is simply to great...I beg God what do I do to assist in this journey....there is nothing coming back....and I cannot fathom why? It has been many many years of prayer and begging for any forgiveness in which I might of forgotten....I am nothing
It's the sheer totality of the systemic forces of oppression that is so daunting. Once we become 'awake and aware' of the deep controlling globalist plot against us, suddenly we're faced with having to transform ourselves in every aspect of our lives. Building 'parallel society' options is a stark prospect, a slow mountain climb. We need to be keenly inventive and resourceful. Yet I feel constantly drained by the misery and gloom of the relentless Dystopian False Narrative. We need to pepper-punch holes through their Orwellian horizons. Defy them at every level. Nobble their linear designs. Weigh them down. Twang a few spokes here and there. Joyously defy The Borg! Stay spontaneous, random and free! I'll live on redskin peanuts and rain water if I have to, just like a squirrel. Not getting 'quackzinated' - EVER.
You put into words what we know at a gut level. We lack the ability to pinpoint the root cause to get back to the fork in the road they made look so pretty for us. Thank you for the clarity. One at a time we must speak our truth and stand up for freedom.
My heart and prayers are with you Janet--you are not alone
Brilliant! Thank you!
Thanks, Martin!! Well said, as always!! We have been well trained from birth to obey & comply!!
To Janet....You need be "ashamed" for nothing!! No need to beg for forgiveness of anything!! Each of us is on a Personal Journey. We are here, in this body, to learn the lessons we came here to learn. All of us have "chapters" we would not like published, but fact is, we are all human beings & that is just part of our Journey here!!
Each of us is an Eternal, SOVEREIGN Being....a Fractal of The Whole!! Our lives are not meant to be all roses & rainbows. It is best to realize that each person is on his or her own Personal Journey & the only Journey we can control is our own. Taking control of one's own Spirit is a good first step!!
Have a Quiet Time each day when you can focus on making your own Spirit stronger. Ask for the Light Beings to point the way for you! There IS help, but we must ask for it!! I'm sure there are others here who will join me in remembering you in our thoughts & prayers. Much Love!!!
I am a man who accepts no other titles!
The core problem responding not reacting in each moment....my dad use to tell me and others he was great guide late in life he woke up....Spirit RIP
I admit you may have a problem 💬🤔
Step 1. Name it. Act of identifying, naming and admitting you have a problem is the first step to solving it.
☝️ great points
We are all psychotic to some extent!
The average person is unknowingly psychotic.
“The challenge we face collectively is to confront this “slave psychosis”, so that we may be emancipated from it.“
Jordan Peterson (short-take) Admit You Have A Problem
https://youtu.be/AuYvaujosA0