Family first for healing and reconstruction

Let the military do the demolition, containment, and transition — it is their calling alone

Once you “awaken” to the reality of a worldwide covert war, there is an existential pain in wanting others to make the same breakthrough, so they cease to comply with wicked edicts that damage themselves and others. The realisation that practically every institution is infiltrated and weaponised by enemies of humanity — medicine, education, media, law, technology — is terrifying. It naturally makes us seek rescue from our plight. As a civilian the temptation is to go out seeking fights that are not our battle to win, and in the process miss our true calling. We cannot be at peace when assigned to fights we lack the tools to win.

One pain we feel comes from knowing that our courts are captured operations of a vast network of debt slavery and human trafficking, so there is no civilian remedy. I have people who reach out to me as they have lost their children, home, or means of transport, and their stories are painful to hear. Sadly, I lack the resources to investigate and report upon all of them, given I have my own struggles as well as finite capacity. I personally have constant threats from unlawful councils and debt collectors who refuse to comply with the law, and it affects my health. Pushing back is costly; doing nothing is costly; complying is costly. It wears you down.

Yet I am lucky; having my van stolen by officialdom is easily recovered from compared to a child torn away by force. Social services are targeting and breaking up families; babies and children are being used for organ harvesting; paedophiles are commonplace in schools given reports I hear; the enabling transgender ideology is nakedly everywhere; doctors routinely poison our loved ones with drugs and vaccines; fraudulent mortgages sap all the energy out of families; energy companies profit from misery of the unfortunate; media smears those who dissent and uphold sacred moral values; churches lead their flocks towards woke values. It is a total horror story.

Sometimes we have to defend ourselves, using the system as it stands, and turn the rules of worldly authority back upon themselves. I have been doing this, and it is costly to the soul, as those you encounter will use any available legislation or procedure as excuse to break the golden rule. Their conscience is degraded into being an automaton of the money men, and the air of authority lets them act in ways that would otherwise be unthinkable and shameful. As their neighbour I experience hateful conduct, and it takes all my spiritual chops not to reciprocate. As a defender male, I want to fight back, and it isn’t always the righteous thing to do.

My audience for these newsletter is secular in nature, but sometimes a Bible quote says something profound better than anything I could write. A passage in Revelation 22:11 gives some inner peace, as it guides us to pick our battles. I quote:

"Let the evildoer still do evil, and the filthy still be filthy, and the righteous still do right, and the holy still be holy."

What this is saying is that we are not meant to go out and pick fights with evil, notably those who worship money over life. Even my case against TV Licensing is to “push back” to the neutral place where they leave me alone — I didn’t seek it, they insisted upon it by their conduct. Yes, the courts are irredeemably corrupt and answer to the legal trade and not the public. Yes, abused children are being harvested for cash via securitisation of trusts. Yes, debt collectors are hammering at your door for “penalty charges” that are unconstitutional and criminal. These predators will predate, and sometimes you have to suck it up and move on.

We are up against a real (albeit diffused and hidden) mafia enemy that is as militarised as can possibly be. There is clearly military-grade propaganda being used by all sides, and military backchannels that compete for our attention and trust. The takedown of treasonous politicians, corrupt courts, human trafficking networks, blackmail operations, institutionalised money laundering, fraudulent financial sectors — these are all activities for the military in modern unrestricted and unconventional warfare. It is good to push back in the civilian realm, at a cost we can recover from, and defend ourselves. But demolition of the Beast is not our job as ordinary men and women.

Peace comes through the pursuit of unity consciousness, another way of stating divine will. Conflict comes from separation and opposition, the result of self-will. To take up the mantle of judge, jury, or executioner when not called is to seek the latter over the former. Those who overstep their assigned role in the grand scheme of the cosmos will tend to be “beaten up and eaten up” by the system. It is a tempting egotistical trap to put yourself into a warrior position without the right weapons or training. Those who have sought to do wrong will bring judgement upon themselves in time; it takes faith to internally know their selfishness is its own punishment via corroded capacity for love.

The very next passage, Revelation 22:12, tells us why we should “hold the line” but not seek to adopt a military mindset for a civilian role:

“Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay each one for what he has done.”

In a spiritual war, there are seen and unseen realms, and we are not in a position to evaluate the scale or scope of the battlefield. The “fight” that there is for each of us is to believe that there are godly forces of goodness and justice, even if we cannot observe them ourselves in advance of their deployment or announcement. The truest conflict is inside of us, and discerning which master we are serving; to externalise it is to avoid it.

This is a transhumanist war that attacks the very essence of life: the nature and roles of man and woman; how children come into this world, be it naturally or artificially; the nuclear family and its propagation; cultural norms that support families and their longevity over generations; social and economic institutions that provide the resources that make family life possible and give space for spiritual growth rather than mere existence. The military cannot, and should not, interfere with our families, it is not their job. The essential role we civilians occupy in the context of war is to restore ourselves to a righteous path, and upgrade our family lives.

There are “obvious” sins we need to deal with that affect family life, be it alcohol abuse, habitual lying, domestic violence, gambling addiction, or financial profligacy. What can be harder to confront are the normalised and socially approved ways of pursuing self-will over divine will. For instance, technologies like dating applications are not inherently good or bad, but are biased towards certain spiritual outcomes. The swiping left and right models the elements of the cycle of narcissistic abuse — idealise, devalue, discard, hoover. As we repeat these behaviours we unconsciously adopt certain worldly spiritual values. It seeks a person who fills a role; not a real life partner.

To “fight” in this existential war is to clean up your own act first, starting with our families. It is hard, as we are often dependent on all the worldly ways of assuaging our agonies from enslavement, abuse, and trauma. It is tempting to dream of self-destruction, and act on that fantasy of relief. The opposition provides many profitable ways to lose your health, friends, and assets in the pursuit of oblivion. The “victory” is every tiny step away from the death cult, and the restoration of your own life force, so that you may participate in family. It may not be your blood family or family of origin, but a spiritual family of fellow strivers against self-will. This becomes easier when you focus on your own battle, and don’t take on fights that belong to professionals.

While I myself seek relief from the money changers and their endless agents of debt, and hope for others to have their children returned and families restored, what really keeps me going is the prospect of being part of what comes after the military have done their core job. All civilian-led societies ultimately exist under military protection, but the military don’t choose who you date or procreate with, or what values you impart to your children. The final and ultimate power is with women, as mothers who bear children: they determine (absent rape) which men become fathers via consent to marry and have sex. To focus on hanging traitors is to distract oneself from the foundational action, which is in the nurturing family space of the home.

While military-grade medbeds may prospectively reverse bodily injuries and forget memories of abuse, they are not the whole healing story. The spiritual healing of society is to all be on “the way” via submission to divine will, and the collective abandonment of self-will and everything that enables it. The reconstruction of society has obvious physical aspects like clean water or demolition of demoralising architecture, but that necessary material progress is insufficient without our participation in cultural and familial regeneration. Acts of bravery in previous wars may have involved trenches and bombs; in this one, it can be checking yourself into rehab when you might rather die from alcoholism.

For myself, it has been a difficult journey to accept that I may return home later this week to find my van clamped or stolen by authorities that only exist to steal from the public. I wake up in the night wanting to defend my assets. The moment of spiritual relief came when I recognised that it is not my job to prevent them from doing so; the damnation is upon them, I have no dishonour from merely having travelled upon the public highway in a private capacity while enduring modern “horseless rustlers” and “camera highwaymen”. All that matters is my own progress is abandonment of self-will — such as the attainment of sobriety, and a partner who seeks the same elevated spiritual goals. The war paradoxically ends when we cease to energise the material fight which traps us back into self-will.

Many of you will be exhausted from continuing injustice, shortage, and ostracism. The “end of history illusion” lets us see what we have endured, but not the purpose of those hardships. Years of striving have been a bootcamp for the process we are about to engage in: being the support as others awaken to how they have been deceived and poisoned, and in particular being there for the younger ones who have been traumatised. The oxymoronic joy from distress is to help others heal, so they are fit to participate in the family reconstruction process. Healing is part of the military plan to save humanity, but not the job of the military itself, yet no less essential of valuable. Reconstruction starts and ends with the family, which we are accountable for.

By letting go of fights that don’t belong to us, and doing the minimum necessary to get through to the next phase, we conserve our energies and avoid demoralisation from the inevitable frustration of being rebuffed and ignored by authorities. The “war” happens as much in underground bases as your own worrisome mind at 3am. You cannot battle demons and aliens attacking the innocent elsewhere, but you can rid yourself of fretting about material losses that have no spiritual consequences. As long as you have a roof, food, transport — enough to get you through to the next phases — then you are winning. Family is literally everything in this war; focus your fighting energy there, where it belongs.

Looking across Raasay towards Blà Bheinn